Margaret Stawowy's poems can now be heard on Voetica, a website           with a mission to bring poetry alive by providing recordings of works       read aloud by poets. 

My Father-in-Law Returns from the Dead

​He seemed so happy to see me.   
Skin pallid, but eyes lively, and hair vigorous as crab grass.  
He sat contentedly among my family, 
tucked between two aunts who ignored him.
It was at my Polish grandmother’s house, 
a continent away from his Japanese grave.  
Our Lady of Czestochowa, black faced and solemn,
sent blessings from her frame on the dining room wall.
I asked what it’s like on the other side.  He said
it’s one side.
Then he turned himself into a lap dog 
for the amusement of the children.
Later, he limped into the street, looking for a ride back to the city of the dead. There were no taxis.
Still, he waited and waited.
I knew then how much I misunderstood him.

http://www.upthestaircase.org/margaret-stawowy.html​

Playing Life with My Daughter and City of Cancer

Tokyo, Obon Week

Not concrete but
earth pulsing beneath.
Native plants break through blacktop
while cicada drones drown all silence.

The six o'clock temple bell rings at 6:05.
That's how heavy the air hangs.
All day, everyday, dead heat.
Nobody breathes.
Only crickets chant cooling prayers on schedule.

Buddha-like bullfrog
punctures the evening air with a belch.
Out farts the foul wind of kitchen and bath sewage,
then merciful veil of night falls.

Now all make way to electric islands.
Buy what the living and dead need:
sake      incense      rice crackers     flowers.
Shuffle home under the rabbit moon when
out of nowhere a ghost drifts past,
cold breath on a sweaty neck.

Back home you see
the cockroaches have been in
your pillow book again
They don't need words to endure
just paper

The motorcycle tribes
think vehicles have meaning.
Screech it all night long
through corridors of sleeplessness,
but nothing changes.
Night always ends. The crows

know exactly when.
The dark beaks ask only
for the torn trash bag.
Spirits grab a last bite from altars,
remember the taste of life,
then disappear on pulsing black wings.

(Obon Week is a Japanese holiday in mid-August when souls of ancestors and the deceased return to visit their families.)

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Thousands of Starlings

It started in November. By December, flocks rolled
out of trees at dusk in casts of thousands,
flew away above the freeway, against backlit skies of burning rose and lavender,
fleet winged, amorphous clouds, endless waves of avian ocean
performing patterns of liquid fluidity,
confounding with improbable formations, reconfigurations.
Even the commuters in lane hierarchies woke up from apathies
acknowledged the anarchic art of birds
with trash pedigrees. Quite frankly these usurpers of native species,
spoilers, riffraff, parking lot hoipolloi
should be offed.
But for now the starlings are redeemed.
Those brilliant bastards
​are magicians and we applaud them.

Featured at Marin Poetry Center
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Looking Both Ways

In autumn, I go to Cuba with Gregory Peck.
We are pieces of a collage, he and I, glued on
a mismatched timeline, and though
I am beyond childhood,
he calls me Scout.

At dawn, we eat pan tostado with café con leche.
Sometimes we ride the bus; sometimes we walk.
In between, we perform scenes
from Chekhov for spare change. Gregory drifts
in and out of roles seamlessly, but my hair
keeps tangling between characters.
First, I’m Anya, then it’s 1962. I’m under
a desk, praying, while the teacher assures us
it will do no good. “Cuba,” she says. “Russia.”

Later, Gregory and I sit in the park among mango trees.
We discuss impracticalities--
not looking both ways before crossing
the present, no matter how empty
the avenues at past and future seem;
how, as always, we are here
(“Wherever here is. You tell me,” winks Gregory)
in a grace period.
I am always grateful
for grace, with its blue iridescence,
rare as butterflies flying through Guantanamo.

At the prison gates,
Gregory was Atticus, beige-suited in a sea
of military uniforms. I was Boo, reclusive
but watching, waiting for my cue. Once,
I thought I wanted a holiday in Rome,
a gelato, a ride on a motorbike.
That was a long time ago
on another timeline, possibly not
even mine.
​
Little Patuxent Review 18, Summer 2015

Vagrant

In ornithology, a bird that has strayed off its usual migration route.

Not the first bird
with cuckoo clockwork 
to misalign a star,
to take a dyslexic turn at Denver
and descend to a grove 

by an ocean not so pacific.
Specifically, these trees don’t belong here either:
cypress, eucalyptus, transplanted
by someone in love
with anomaly, with what shouldn’t be,

but is. Out on a limb, the odd
bird alights and roosts in the wrong 
picture. Puzzle pieces 
of land and sea don’t fit
the width of its instinct. If only 

it could fly backward, 
row the air to a line in the atmosphere, 
a place passed by mistake 
where its compass whirs
unbent. But here 

is the ocean unrolling into an upside-
down sky, licking air, swallowing the blood- 
orange horizon. There is no Mexico 
out here, no place to land,
no place at all.  

West Marin Review, Volume 5, 2014

Mother Country

I am a language my mother forgot how to speak.
She is a country engaged in a war against aging.
I am her Sweden,
neutral, not allied,
waiting outside her boundaries
for official tours to the interior,
censored reports from the battle zone.
Always at the ready,
knowing that an offer to move a sofa, pay for lunch,
give a lift from A to B
could be viewed as suspect diplomacy.
Aid implies weakness, an invitation to relinquish,
a misstep, the first bone of independence broken.
“I won’t be a burden to you,” she declared decades back.
“Just put me in a nursing home when the time comes.”
As if that would solve decline, absolve me of my mother.
I am not a spy from the bureau of aging
plotting a coup d’etat.
The misplaced key, the lost eyeglasses
are mine sometimes, not hers.
I am tired of neutrality, protocol,
of being misinterpreted in my mother country
where I struggle in a language I must learn to speak.   

International Publication Prize, Atlanta Review, 2014